Just how long before this goes down?
Bits & Pieces
Monday, May 21, 2007
Trackspin: Papa Roach - Time And Time Again.
Apt lyrics for me now perhaps.
You know, sometimes, I feel like life's just put here for me to laugh at myself after seeing what I've been through. How much of my life is a lie? The image of a wholesome family never seems to ever appear to me. Growing up seeing other peoples' families and wondering why mine can't ever be like that. Wondering why. Wondering how to perhaps be able to make things better. And just as I managed to solve some problems I saw, more problems come in. How much of my life has been spent trying to stop myself from pretending like every damn thing's alright, that my life is okay, and to stop living a lie that everything will be alright as it is. It's so ironic, me trying to be there for others and yet, nothing works out for me that way. Fuck, I'm tired. I don't want to talk about it anymore.
got around to thinking @ 10:19 PM
Apt lyrics for me now perhaps.
You know, sometimes, I feel like life's just put here for me to laugh at myself after seeing what I've been through. How much of my life is a lie? The image of a wholesome family never seems to ever appear to me. Growing up seeing other peoples' families and wondering why mine can't ever be like that. Wondering why. Wondering how to perhaps be able to make things better. And just as I managed to solve some problems I saw, more problems come in. How much of my life has been spent trying to stop myself from pretending like every damn thing's alright, that my life is okay, and to stop living a lie that everything will be alright as it is. It's so ironic, me trying to be there for others and yet, nothing works out for me that way. Fuck, I'm tired. I don't want to talk about it anymore.
got around to thinking @ 10:19 PM
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