Just how long before this goes down?
Bits & Pieces
Thursday, February 28, 2008
Trackspin: Saosin - You're Not Alone.
Think this song's pretty nice and I think it appropriate that the words bear meaning for me right now, with this last week in MPTS.
As of 26/02/2008, my posting results are rather disappointing. I can no longer commit to ED as bassist, and I doubt I will even have time to practice much on my own.. It kind of brought my ideas crashing, as I called three important people up that very night. First person was my tired and sleepy girlfriend, second being a very good friend who is starting work this week as an adult, the third being the person I feel I've disappointed, with my posting. I'll be suffering a five and a half day work week for the next month or so, going back to the life of a trainee yet once more, perhaps, hopefully, the last time of my nsf life. With some luck, I'll be having a much better time after my training in this unit is over. Right now, I can only hope and pray. First rule for me in this unit is to try to be as injury-free as possible.
To say that I'm disappointed with my posting is an understatement. Don't get me wrong, I'm perfectly fine with it, seeing as to how I expressed interest in it, after abit of coercion from the commanders. And yet, from what I gather, there was little choice for me. I'm disappointed with how things went, and some people have expressed how they think it's a waste for me to be there and that they feel that I've been short-changed here. To be trurthful, I do feel jaded and all, but I guess I stand by my own choices, and what others give me. I can't change the postings now. I just wished they had told us earlier, so I could have brought it up as a case on my part. But nobody ever said that life would be fair and I guess this is just another example of that being true, in my life at least.
The worst parts of this would be the lack of time for my grilfriend, family and close friends, especially Eternal Dawn. These people have been my family and have been there for me when I needed them, needed comfort or a listening ear. To these people, I honestly thank you all for being part of my life.
Alright, I've to head down now with the rest of the company. pOP tmr and I'm going to miss it for physiotherapy at NUH. Just great.
got around to thinking @ 9:35 AM
Think this song's pretty nice and I think it appropriate that the words bear meaning for me right now, with this last week in MPTS.
As of 26/02/2008, my posting results are rather disappointing. I can no longer commit to ED as bassist, and I doubt I will even have time to practice much on my own.. It kind of brought my ideas crashing, as I called three important people up that very night. First person was my tired and sleepy girlfriend, second being a very good friend who is starting work this week as an adult, the third being the person I feel I've disappointed, with my posting. I'll be suffering a five and a half day work week for the next month or so, going back to the life of a trainee yet once more, perhaps, hopefully, the last time of my nsf life. With some luck, I'll be having a much better time after my training in this unit is over. Right now, I can only hope and pray. First rule for me in this unit is to try to be as injury-free as possible.
To say that I'm disappointed with my posting is an understatement. Don't get me wrong, I'm perfectly fine with it, seeing as to how I expressed interest in it, after abit of coercion from the commanders. And yet, from what I gather, there was little choice for me. I'm disappointed with how things went, and some people have expressed how they think it's a waste for me to be there and that they feel that I've been short-changed here. To be trurthful, I do feel jaded and all, but I guess I stand by my own choices, and what others give me. I can't change the postings now. I just wished they had told us earlier, so I could have brought it up as a case on my part. But nobody ever said that life would be fair and I guess this is just another example of that being true, in my life at least.
The worst parts of this would be the lack of time for my grilfriend, family and close friends, especially Eternal Dawn. These people have been my family and have been there for me when I needed them, needed comfort or a listening ear. To these people, I honestly thank you all for being part of my life.
Alright, I've to head down now with the rest of the company. pOP tmr and I'm going to miss it for physiotherapy at NUH. Just great.
got around to thinking @ 9:35 AM
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