Just how long before this goes down?
Bits & Pieces
Saturday, March 8, 2008
Trackspin: Red Hot Chili Peppers - Can't Stop.
I'm through with one week of hell.
"Tell them they have 15 seconds left to get off the bus and fall in."
"You're too slow, too slow, too fucking slow, knock it down!"
"I'm a different person outside."
"Knock it down, recover, knock it down, recover, knock it down, recover, knock it down, recover!"
"You all have 15 seconds to fall in at the third floor."
All these is driving me nuts! Being in there has opened my eyes to how two-faced some people can be. Perhaps it IS for our good, but is it necessary to be in such a position where people would just only love to hate you for their own good? I, for one, choose not to believe so. There are other ways of getting people to obey you, and that is by earning their respect. By doing so, they will learn to trust you, by your actions, words and mistakes.
It's only been a week and we're already a quarter of our way towards deployment. It has been physically exhausting and stressing. I finally fell out from a run, today. From my usual of about 22mins for 4.3km, I clocked only 18mins 32secs for 4km, before the back pains came back. I'm wondering if I'll manage to get through all these. There's route march next saturday. 6km only I believe. But that means we'll have to pack up our FBO again. Zzz.
I feel quite demoralised from just being in there, knowing I could be enjoying my life and possibly being able to play for ED, should I have been kept in TS. But fuck it, I'm trying to prove myself yet again here in SP coy and I'll lead my platoonmates however I can, to finish all that we start off in here with our specs and officers. We'll get through everything together. But it doesn't help with people being lazy or just being morons. I wish I could change things but one man can't move a mountain. And it takes two hands to clap as well.
It's been a long time since I've seen you. I wish I could just change how things were now in my life, just for you. But I suppose that isn't possible. Things have changed, haven't they? I don't know. I just feel the furthest thing from you right now. And feeling that way isn't something I want to have to live with.
got around to thinking @ 2:29 PM
I'm through with one week of hell.
"Tell them they have 15 seconds left to get off the bus and fall in."
"You're too slow, too slow, too fucking slow, knock it down!"
"I'm a different person outside."
"Knock it down, recover, knock it down, recover, knock it down, recover, knock it down, recover!"
"You all have 15 seconds to fall in at the third floor."
All these is driving me nuts! Being in there has opened my eyes to how two-faced some people can be. Perhaps it IS for our good, but is it necessary to be in such a position where people would just only love to hate you for their own good? I, for one, choose not to believe so. There are other ways of getting people to obey you, and that is by earning their respect. By doing so, they will learn to trust you, by your actions, words and mistakes.
It's only been a week and we're already a quarter of our way towards deployment. It has been physically exhausting and stressing. I finally fell out from a run, today. From my usual of about 22mins for 4.3km, I clocked only 18mins 32secs for 4km, before the back pains came back. I'm wondering if I'll manage to get through all these. There's route march next saturday. 6km only I believe. But that means we'll have to pack up our FBO again. Zzz.
I feel quite demoralised from just being in there, knowing I could be enjoying my life and possibly being able to play for ED, should I have been kept in TS. But fuck it, I'm trying to prove myself yet again here in SP coy and I'll lead my platoonmates however I can, to finish all that we start off in here with our specs and officers. We'll get through everything together. But it doesn't help with people being lazy or just being morons. I wish I could change things but one man can't move a mountain. And it takes two hands to clap as well.
It's been a long time since I've seen you. I wish I could just change how things were now in my life, just for you. But I suppose that isn't possible. Things have changed, haven't they? I don't know. I just feel the furthest thing from you right now. And feeling that way isn't something I want to have to live with.
got around to thinking @ 2:29 PM
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