Just how long before this goes down?
Bits & Pieces
Tuesday, April 8, 2008
Trackspin: Evanescence - My Last Breath.
Just decided to set my playlist to random today, though it's a list of preselected songs.
Feels really demoralizing to know that I'll be booking in within an hour and a half from now and I'll only start duty tomorrow morning at 8am. And I've to rush for ED practice on Thursday night the moment I book out. But the good feeling should come after, on Saturday and Sunday I guess, if I'm allowed to play for the Con1 & Con2 sessions. Still not exactly finalised yet and I'm still rusty I guess. Need more practice whenever I can. -sighs-
I guess yesterday's dinner was really good, somehow. It's just seeing you after so long that makes everything worthwhile, even if just for a couple of hours, maybe even if it's counted in minutes. I'm sorry if I seem quite distant or seem down. I've been having quite a number of thoughts in my head of late, and some of it certainly scares me, with how things are going for me, for us. Perhaps it's just me being pessimistic again, as Joa said. But I can't help it, seeing as to how a good friend of mine has just left his relationship for dead just like that. Maybe I'm just worried I'll be put in that state once more. But as said, everything I've done, everything that I do, I believe that it's all worthwhile for me, even if you don't believe so, because I believe in what I can do for you, and I'm going to try my best to hopefully let things work out without my fears getting in our way. I do know that I love you and maybe that point has never been outrightly obvious to you, but I do, and I want you to know that. =)
Alright, this was just meant to be a short post I suppose. Time to get some practice in with Inez and head off after that.
got around to thinking @ 2:36 PM
Just decided to set my playlist to random today, though it's a list of preselected songs.
Feels really demoralizing to know that I'll be booking in within an hour and a half from now and I'll only start duty tomorrow morning at 8am. And I've to rush for ED practice on Thursday night the moment I book out. But the good feeling should come after, on Saturday and Sunday I guess, if I'm allowed to play for the Con1 & Con2 sessions. Still not exactly finalised yet and I'm still rusty I guess. Need more practice whenever I can. -sighs-
I guess yesterday's dinner was really good, somehow. It's just seeing you after so long that makes everything worthwhile, even if just for a couple of hours, maybe even if it's counted in minutes. I'm sorry if I seem quite distant or seem down. I've been having quite a number of thoughts in my head of late, and some of it certainly scares me, with how things are going for me, for us. Perhaps it's just me being pessimistic again, as Joa said. But I can't help it, seeing as to how a good friend of mine has just left his relationship for dead just like that. Maybe I'm just worried I'll be put in that state once more. But as said, everything I've done, everything that I do, I believe that it's all worthwhile for me, even if you don't believe so, because I believe in what I can do for you, and I'm going to try my best to hopefully let things work out without my fears getting in our way. I do know that I love you and maybe that point has never been outrightly obvious to you, but I do, and I want you to know that. =)
Alright, this was just meant to be a short post I suppose. Time to get some practice in with Inez and head off after that.
got around to thinking @ 2:36 PM
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