Just how long before this goes down?
Bits & Pieces
Monday, April 14, 2008
Trackspin: Gazette - Guren.
I feel so drained. It's been a tiring weekend for me. CC1 and CC2 p&w sessions were alright, with exception of blackouts, equipment/logistics shifting and setting up.
Guess I was a fool for waiting for so long without any knowledge and carrying Nimis with my not-so-little red-box-of-doom without any rest or putting them down from 545pm-715pm is no joke. I'm already paying the price somewhat with a slight backache now.
Got home and I get even more messed up. Didn't find anybody online to talk to actually. And I just felt like I was intruding.
And now, I hear of this. So tell me, what's real anymore? Why do I have to be the one who has to hear stuff like that? Maybe its that I think it's unfair, maybe it's coz nothing has been going well/fine, that I miss you too much, that I'm too stupid, that I'm just not worth it. Maybe you'll somehow find out what I mean through this.
Think I'm losing some of my close friends. Feels weird when you see somebody and yet, nothing is as it was before. Close, but not that close. That's how I described one friendship before. A little weird, but that's just the honest truth.
Perhaps it's enough ranting for now.
So it was appropriate for you to lie?
Thanks but no thank, coz now, it's time for you to die.
got around to thinking @ 12:14 AM
I feel so drained. It's been a tiring weekend for me. CC1 and CC2 p&w sessions were alright, with exception of blackouts, equipment/logistics shifting and setting up.
Guess I was a fool for waiting for so long without any knowledge and carrying Nimis with my not-so-little red-box-of-doom without any rest or putting them down from 545pm-715pm is no joke. I'm already paying the price somewhat with a slight backache now.
Got home and I get even more messed up. Didn't find anybody online to talk to actually. And I just felt like I was intruding.
And now, I hear of this. So tell me, what's real anymore? Why do I have to be the one who has to hear stuff like that? Maybe its that I think it's unfair, maybe it's coz nothing has been going well/fine, that I miss you too much, that I'm too stupid, that I'm just not worth it. Maybe you'll somehow find out what I mean through this.
Think I'm losing some of my close friends. Feels weird when you see somebody and yet, nothing is as it was before. Close, but not that close. That's how I described one friendship before. A little weird, but that's just the honest truth.
Perhaps it's enough ranting for now.
So it was appropriate for you to lie?
Thanks but no thank, coz now, it's time for you to die.
got around to thinking @ 12:14 AM
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