Just how long before this goes down?
Bits & Pieces
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
Trackspin: The Fray - Vienna.
I'm just so tired of this. Sick and tired actually. There's so much that's going on and I'm just on the verge of collapsing inwards. I'm just honestly so damn fricken tired of this. Over and over, nothing changes. I'm pissed off as ever and nothing alleviates this feeling of wrenching somebody's neck.
Today, I'm officially disgusted to call myself a Singaporean. I'm sorry, but honestly, I'm quite disappointed with how society still is here. Amidst the expats and foreign talents, our own kids are still morons. Today, whilst on patrol, I had 4 wannabe mats/ahbengs/whateverfucknumbnutsyoucallthem walking past Jufri, Fahmi and myself. Apparently, maybe they thought all 3 on patrol were Malays and they spoke in CHINESE to each other. One fucker goaded the one nearest to me, saying "snatch his gun, snatch his gun". IN CHINESE. IN FRONT OF ME. I was just waiting for that to happen. It shows how low an intelligence level some kids still have these days despite the education system in place. And these are not 12- year old kids; they're fricken 16-18 year old teenagers. I honestly just wanted him to reach out and put just one hand or finger on my rifle and I would have just cuffed him and dragged him down to the pass office and see him in prison for attempting to steal a rifle or if he suceeds in getting his hands on my rifle, possession of a firearm. And I would want his friends to watch the whole process and be charged with abetting with him to steal a firearm. I mean, who the fuck do they think they are? They're obviously Singaporeans too, and yet, they are thinking of such childish things at the age of 16-18 where most people would say they're nearing adulthood. They obviously have a contempt for the law, with what they said. Furthermore, don't they realise that we're there as a deterrent measure against terrorism and other fuckshit as well as to beef up on security at such an important place in a country like Singapore? I guess society can't be blamed but their parents can. And yet, the kids themselves bear the most blame for being the mentally-challenged retards they are, thinking they can attempt something stupid like that. I would have loved to have taken him down and cuffed him, introducing him to a whole new level of pain in the process, of course, courtesy of his dumb friend's comments and goading.
Alright, I suppose it's pretty fricken obvious I'm pissed off as hell. Fuck it. This book out is as good as nothing to me. Doesn't mean anything at all. And people asked if I wasn't booking out just now. Would it have made any fucking difference if I did or not? I doubt so.
got around to thinking @ 12:47 AM
I'm just so tired of this. Sick and tired actually. There's so much that's going on and I'm just on the verge of collapsing inwards. I'm just honestly so damn fricken tired of this. Over and over, nothing changes. I'm pissed off as ever and nothing alleviates this feeling of wrenching somebody's neck.
Today, I'm officially disgusted to call myself a Singaporean. I'm sorry, but honestly, I'm quite disappointed with how society still is here. Amidst the expats and foreign talents, our own kids are still morons. Today, whilst on patrol, I had 4 wannabe mats/ahbengs/whateverfucknumbnutsyoucallthem walking past Jufri, Fahmi and myself. Apparently, maybe they thought all 3 on patrol were Malays and they spoke in CHINESE to each other. One fucker goaded the one nearest to me, saying "snatch his gun, snatch his gun". IN CHINESE. IN FRONT OF ME. I was just waiting for that to happen. It shows how low an intelligence level some kids still have these days despite the education system in place. And these are not 12- year old kids; they're fricken 16-18 year old teenagers. I honestly just wanted him to reach out and put just one hand or finger on my rifle and I would have just cuffed him and dragged him down to the pass office and see him in prison for attempting to steal a rifle or if he suceeds in getting his hands on my rifle, possession of a firearm. And I would want his friends to watch the whole process and be charged with abetting with him to steal a firearm. I mean, who the fuck do they think they are? They're obviously Singaporeans too, and yet, they are thinking of such childish things at the age of 16-18 where most people would say they're nearing adulthood. They obviously have a contempt for the law, with what they said. Furthermore, don't they realise that we're there as a deterrent measure against terrorism and other fuckshit as well as to beef up on security at such an important place in a country like Singapore? I guess society can't be blamed but their parents can. And yet, the kids themselves bear the most blame for being the mentally-challenged retards they are, thinking they can attempt something stupid like that. I would have loved to have taken him down and cuffed him, introducing him to a whole new level of pain in the process, of course, courtesy of his dumb friend's comments and goading.
Alright, I suppose it's pretty fricken obvious I'm pissed off as hell. Fuck it. This book out is as good as nothing to me. Doesn't mean anything at all. And people asked if I wasn't booking out just now. Would it have made any fucking difference if I did or not? I doubt so.
got around to thinking @ 12:47 AM
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