Just how long before this goes down?
Bits & Pieces
Monday, August 18, 2008
Trackspin: Better Than Ezra - Closer.
got around to thinking @ 1:35 PM
Still getting settled in with the mac.
After that message, I can't bring myself to believe how everything was not just a farce, a pack of lies meant to deceive and hurt. If that was truly you who sent that, I'd like to tell that it's completely fucked up. If it was you, you're just about a thousand different kinds of fucked up to me now.
Well, finding mac rather easy to use but I forgot to get a USB hub for my hdd. Damn thing is running so slowly coz I'm using an older 1.1 hub. Damn it. 30GB of files means an uber long transfer time. Wish I'd just bought an external hdd which was firewire800 enabled instead.
Now that I've somewhat decided on my course of actions, I suppose I'll just have to follow through with my plans. No point in looking back and crying over spilt milk if there'll be anything like that. What's done is done and I guess I'll just have to keep my chin up and look forward to the future. But still, I can't help but feel betrayed. Used, especially.
I just wonder why the fuck things could turn out this way. My life's just seriously fucked up as it is. Germaine put some perspective in my eyes this morning over MSN. I guess I don't seem happy often because I don't want to put on a farce. Why not let your feelings be shown? I'll only do so if I see a need to, in my eyes. I don't need a reason for what I do, because perhaps to me, it's all been justified already.
I think I'm getting rather fatigued from deployment. Vik's coming in to take over YL and so it'll be him, HG and myself. I think it'll lead to some very interesting times and talks, but I'm just not really looking forward to working with Bravo. Hopefully they're on par with Echo. I enjoyed things the way they were with Echo.
The recent things that have happened over the past few months have led me to remember a short phrase which I've used lately. Tough times don't last, but tough men do. How cliche, I know. But isn't it right?
got around to thinking @ 1:35 PM
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