Just how long before this goes down?
Bits & Pieces
Monday, September 15, 2008
Trackspin: Lenny Kravitz - Fields Of Joy.
Really soothing song. Been listening quite a fair bit to Lenny Kravitz, balanced with some harder stuff from Evanescence..
Been feeling really tired out lately. Not sure why either. I think I'm falling sick for real, at last. After all the rain and all that I've been getting, plus the recent lack of sleep. Or rather, the recent lack of decent sleep. I mean, I sleep a lot, just that I don't sleep well, which makes all the difference actually.
It's going to be hectic soon enough perhaps, but I'll be getting more breaks so it all equals up somehow. Switching from 4/2 to 4/4 or 2/2. Hopefully can maintain 4/4 with Sara or Clement. Then it's just 4 in/outs before our one month of clearing off. Really looking forward to a long break at last.
I just wish I could say things out but I know it's not beneficial to either one of us in this scenario. It'd only prove detrimental and it's not what I'd want to happen, not after all these. Then again, perhaps it is something I want. But I'm just not that kind of person to go ahead with doing something like that. When nana asked about how things were, I could only say "Like that.. Nothing new.." I guess it's coz nothing has truly changed since all these started and I guess I should just fuck off to prevent anything else from happening anymore.
The world's such a small place. Found out that Darren knows Jeanette and Eugene from CJ. Interesting. And yeah, we went a little nuts that night playing oldies from our iPods until Renga went to sleep, haha. Was fun though. Past two duty nights with them was really a great time and it was a good lasting impression with Bravo Coy for my shift. Couldn't have asked for more, despite the problems here and there from the men. But it's their first time and everybody has to make mistakes to learn from them.
Think I strained my wrists slightly. Hurts ever so slightly when I rotate my wrists to stretch my arms and all. Perhaps it's from all the damn weights and the gymming I've been doing. So much for taking care of myself. Landy said I lost weight. Have I? Do I look like I lost weight? I mean, I've been trying to bulk up and I think my weight has gone up but it's weird that Landy said I lost weight. Zzz..
Alright, I'm seriously tired and starting to feel just a tiny bit cranky now. Shall wait for this last cd to finish before I head to bed. Gotta be up in like two fricken hours, darn it.
got around to thinking @ 12:33 AM
Really soothing song. Been listening quite a fair bit to Lenny Kravitz, balanced with some harder stuff from Evanescence..
Been feeling really tired out lately. Not sure why either. I think I'm falling sick for real, at last. After all the rain and all that I've been getting, plus the recent lack of sleep. Or rather, the recent lack of decent sleep. I mean, I sleep a lot, just that I don't sleep well, which makes all the difference actually.
It's going to be hectic soon enough perhaps, but I'll be getting more breaks so it all equals up somehow. Switching from 4/2 to 4/4 or 2/2. Hopefully can maintain 4/4 with Sara or Clement. Then it's just 4 in/outs before our one month of clearing off. Really looking forward to a long break at last.
I just wish I could say things out but I know it's not beneficial to either one of us in this scenario. It'd only prove detrimental and it's not what I'd want to happen, not after all these. Then again, perhaps it is something I want. But I'm just not that kind of person to go ahead with doing something like that. When nana asked about how things were, I could only say "Like that.. Nothing new.." I guess it's coz nothing has truly changed since all these started and I guess I should just fuck off to prevent anything else from happening anymore.
The world's such a small place. Found out that Darren knows Jeanette and Eugene from CJ. Interesting. And yeah, we went a little nuts that night playing oldies from our iPods until Renga went to sleep, haha. Was fun though. Past two duty nights with them was really a great time and it was a good lasting impression with Bravo Coy for my shift. Couldn't have asked for more, despite the problems here and there from the men. But it's their first time and everybody has to make mistakes to learn from them.
Think I strained my wrists slightly. Hurts ever so slightly when I rotate my wrists to stretch my arms and all. Perhaps it's from all the damn weights and the gymming I've been doing. So much for taking care of myself. Landy said I lost weight. Have I? Do I look like I lost weight? I mean, I've been trying to bulk up and I think my weight has gone up but it's weird that Landy said I lost weight. Zzz..
Alright, I'm seriously tired and starting to feel just a tiny bit cranky now. Shall wait for this last cd to finish before I head to bed. Gotta be up in like two fricken hours, darn it.
got around to thinking @ 12:33 AM
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