Just how long before this goes down?
Bits & Pieces
Saturday, September 20, 2008
Trackspin: Yazoo - Only You.
Song courtesy of a friend. Find it really pleasant and soothing to my ears. Cute though.
I'm tired and cranky. It's been a good past few days and I can say that I'm happy with how I spent the time.
Last night, ball wasn't too great but it was challenging and I got to talk to a few people about some other stuff I guess. People like Deb, Eug and Val. Was really good just talking to them and sharing views and opinions. All in the process of opening up perhaps.
Sometimes I just feel so tired from being that big brother to others. But despite it all, I do enjoy it and find it vaguely rewarding. I like the fact that I'm watching people grow up as I do so myself. However, sometimes, I just wish that time would stop and I wouldn't have to grow up to face the realities of the world I'm facing right now. It just gets so annoying at times when things don't go the way you want them to, when you have no control whatsoever on certain aspects of your life. But then again, I've never truly been one for control, more of just letting things go and watch as time passes by.
I'm feeling a little melancholic lately, despite the bouts of anger and irritation. I"m still learning to adapt to things I guess. At least I know how to control my anger some and not unleash it during ball or something to the point where people might get injured or something. -laughs- It's been a little more than scary during basketball though.
Alright, I gotta make a run now. Gonna shower and eat before booking in. Duty tomorrow and I'm seriously feeling sickly.
The red hot crab called Sebastian, debuted in The Little Mermaid, Jamaican by nature, often mistaken as a lobster.
You never did call. Leads me to believe all the more that I'm just here to be used as and when you feel like it. Maybe I should stop thinking too much about things. It just makes things more complicated for myself.
got around to thinking @ 8:42 PM
Song courtesy of a friend. Find it really pleasant and soothing to my ears. Cute though.
I'm tired and cranky. It's been a good past few days and I can say that I'm happy with how I spent the time.
Last night, ball wasn't too great but it was challenging and I got to talk to a few people about some other stuff I guess. People like Deb, Eug and Val. Was really good just talking to them and sharing views and opinions. All in the process of opening up perhaps.
Sometimes I just feel so tired from being that big brother to others. But despite it all, I do enjoy it and find it vaguely rewarding. I like the fact that I'm watching people grow up as I do so myself. However, sometimes, I just wish that time would stop and I wouldn't have to grow up to face the realities of the world I'm facing right now. It just gets so annoying at times when things don't go the way you want them to, when you have no control whatsoever on certain aspects of your life. But then again, I've never truly been one for control, more of just letting things go and watch as time passes by.
I'm feeling a little melancholic lately, despite the bouts of anger and irritation. I"m still learning to adapt to things I guess. At least I know how to control my anger some and not unleash it during ball or something to the point where people might get injured or something. -laughs- It's been a little more than scary during basketball though.
Alright, I gotta make a run now. Gonna shower and eat before booking in. Duty tomorrow and I'm seriously feeling sickly.
The red hot crab called Sebastian, debuted in The Little Mermaid, Jamaican by nature, often mistaken as a lobster.
You never did call. Leads me to believe all the more that I'm just here to be used as and when you feel like it. Maybe I should stop thinking too much about things. It just makes things more complicated for myself.
got around to thinking @ 8:42 PM
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