Just how long before this goes down?
Bits & Pieces
Saturday, November 29, 2008
Trackspin: Jason Wade - You Belong To Me.
Many thanks to the person who sent me this song. Really love it. (:
Hmm, ball today was fun but disappointing somehow. West was closed for some stuff or other and yeah, that was just the start. I guess I should find ways to be more easily contented with all that happens. But it's hard for me in ways. I suppose I could sort of MAKE myself feel better but what's the point in that if I really don't feel happy about some things, no?
Was really glad to see the lil'sis after so long. It's been years, really. And seeing her around was definitely one of the few bright sparks today, including actually waking up. The day started off well with waking up to seeing her message saying she'd be down. Sometimes, it just takes a simple act to put a smile on the face of others. I guess I just miss hanging out with her.
I didn't get to play much today either, though the few matches I played were pretty fun. Quality more than quantity? But quantity counts too for me when it comes to this I guess. Perhaps it was just wanting to have a nice long session today to get rid of all the negativity I've been feeling since 2-3 days ago. I haven't truly been myself in awhile. How much have I changed over the past couple of months..? Was what I was like simply the result of being happy and the way I am now just a result of closing up and pushing everything away? I honestly don't know. I wish someone could just tell me the answers to my questions.
I don't know what I"m going to do for the rest of the day, nor do I know what's up for me tomorrow. I suppose I'll just be slacking my day away somehow, somewhere, maybe just in church. Seems as good a place as any for now.
I miss the few people I really feel at home with when I'm out with them. Especially Bryandt. It's been ages since I've seen him but I guess he's busy and all, especially with OVL and Yumi taking up his time too. The other people I suppose, should know who they are. Exclusive gathering, Udders-nonewithstanding. Perhaps another night out soon or something. You're all being missed very much despite the lousy shit duties I have to put up with for the nation. Thanks for always being around and hopefully, everybody hasn't been too down and out unlike me, though we all have our problems in life. Meet up soon!
It's amazing how songs can say a whole lot. I guess I shall see when the heck I can ever pick up playing guitar and keys as well if I can. Saxophone also seems like a pretty realistic thing for now. But we'll just have to see how things go for my future. Hopefully my plans go accordingly and maybe, just MAYBE, I'll be out of the country somehow for studies for the degree instead. I'd very much love to be in London or Aussie for the degree, rather than do it locally. But resources are pretty tight I suppose. Time will tell.
I'm still stuck on whether to get the camera this month with my paycheck. Any ideas?
got around to thinking @ 1:50 PM
Many thanks to the person who sent me this song. Really love it. (:
Hmm, ball today was fun but disappointing somehow. West was closed for some stuff or other and yeah, that was just the start. I guess I should find ways to be more easily contented with all that happens. But it's hard for me in ways. I suppose I could sort of MAKE myself feel better but what's the point in that if I really don't feel happy about some things, no?
Was really glad to see the lil'sis after so long. It's been years, really. And seeing her around was definitely one of the few bright sparks today, including actually waking up. The day started off well with waking up to seeing her message saying she'd be down. Sometimes, it just takes a simple act to put a smile on the face of others. I guess I just miss hanging out with her.
I didn't get to play much today either, though the few matches I played were pretty fun. Quality more than quantity? But quantity counts too for me when it comes to this I guess. Perhaps it was just wanting to have a nice long session today to get rid of all the negativity I've been feeling since 2-3 days ago. I haven't truly been myself in awhile. How much have I changed over the past couple of months..? Was what I was like simply the result of being happy and the way I am now just a result of closing up and pushing everything away? I honestly don't know. I wish someone could just tell me the answers to my questions.
I don't know what I"m going to do for the rest of the day, nor do I know what's up for me tomorrow. I suppose I'll just be slacking my day away somehow, somewhere, maybe just in church. Seems as good a place as any for now.
I miss the few people I really feel at home with when I'm out with them. Especially Bryandt. It's been ages since I've seen him but I guess he's busy and all, especially with OVL and Yumi taking up his time too. The other people I suppose, should know who they are. Exclusive gathering, Udders-nonewithstanding. Perhaps another night out soon or something. You're all being missed very much despite the lousy shit duties I have to put up with for the nation. Thanks for always being around and hopefully, everybody hasn't been too down and out unlike me, though we all have our problems in life. Meet up soon!
It's amazing how songs can say a whole lot. I guess I shall see when the heck I can ever pick up playing guitar and keys as well if I can. Saxophone also seems like a pretty realistic thing for now. But we'll just have to see how things go for my future. Hopefully my plans go accordingly and maybe, just MAYBE, I'll be out of the country somehow for studies for the degree instead. I'd very much love to be in London or Aussie for the degree, rather than do it locally. But resources are pretty tight I suppose. Time will tell.
I'm still stuck on whether to get the camera this month with my paycheck. Any ideas?
got around to thinking @ 1:50 PM
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