Just how long before this goes down?
Bits & Pieces
Monday, December 15, 2008
Trackspin: Incubus - Favorite Things.
I've got questions in my head once more..
"Why do I keep giving you that one last chance when I know mine won't ever arrive?"
"Who's lying to whom?"
I can't tell the truth from the lies anymore, it's all a blurred image to me, just like this morning, when I realized I had difficulty focusing my vision, probably from the lack of sleep due to too many things on my mind.
Since I'm bored, I shall just type out some obscure stuff that I'm thinking up on the spot now. Random, but I'll try to make it work out somehow.
Talk about you, talk about me.
Talk about everything we used to be.
Talk about you, talk about me.
Talk about how we both long to be free.
Talk about you, talk about me.
Talk about things that were never meant to be.
So tell me more about what happened to our dates,
All those memories you helped create.
Pushed aside, forgotten, maybe for good.
I doubt I can ever, doubt that I could.
Even after going through your lies,
I still lay in bed listening to your cries.
Perhaps it's time I give this all a miss,
And offer you my sincerest regards, wishes and bliss.
I feel it's time I gave this a rest,
Because it'd probably be for the best.
With that chapter closed, a new one has begun.
Hoping it'll be different, starting all over from one.
Uncertainties, fears, chuck them all behind,
Child, they shouldn't stay on in your mind.
It's harmful, contagious, drags you down,
Where's the guy your friends used to call a clown?
Admit it, things have changed, that's reality.
But your life isn't over, it's just starting, barely.
And this goes out to the friends who've been there all the way,
I promise you all that somehow, someway, I'll be okay.
Always have been, always will be.
Just my fault for having a life that's just a little too crazy.
Alright, that was ultimately random. But yes, all thought up on the spur of the moment, line after line. Just stupid blabberings again. Heh. What's new eh? Anyway, Matty and Dareios have returned since last week and we managed to catch up with Carol too, before I booked in last Thursday. Another one soon!
So I skipped physio class today. That's a really bad thing I suppose, but I couldn't make it in time, choosing instead to do up that stupid stuff above. I'll make up for it somehow though. January's going to be a little stressful, with SOC and IPPT again. I wonder if there's going to be CS1 because honestly, I'm afraid for my life right now. After WeeKiat, Alvin, Vik and I started on the whole section movement/leaps and bounds firing sequence for CS1, I'm extremely afraid for the lives of my platoon mates. Especially Clement's and my life. NO FRICKEN SHIT. WeeKiat's in danger too, HAHAHA.
Hopefully tomorrow's weather is going to be bright and sunny. Time to bust out the new shoes for ball tomorrow! Can't wait! OH! And I would like to mention that I should just get stuff I want on the spot next time. I hesitated on getting the Spurs jersey previously and when I went back to get it, it was GONE. Utterly depressed. However, the Spurs jersey was secondary to the main point there though. Managed to get the main objective covered and I shall not let the discontentment get to me. Saved money after all I suppose. Except that I blew it on the shoes instead, HAHA. But hey, I'm happy and that's what matters for now I suppose. After a few bad experiences the past couple years, I've come to my personal opinion that Adidas basketball footwear > Nike basketball footwear. And somebody will definitely be happy about me thinking that way too perhaps, and I utterly agree with WeeKiat that Nike footwear just doesn't manage to last long enough. Kenneth too, has indicated that Adidas tends to last longer. I guess that settled the deal for me, and instead of hunting down the AZK3's, I wound up with the new TS Commanders. Heh. Nice.
Alrighty, think I'll end this absurdly long entry for now. No point dragging on and on when nobody is reading or bothers, heh.
got around to thinking @ 1:01 PM
I've got questions in my head once more..
"Why do I keep giving you that one last chance when I know mine won't ever arrive?"
"Who's lying to whom?"
I can't tell the truth from the lies anymore, it's all a blurred image to me, just like this morning, when I realized I had difficulty focusing my vision, probably from the lack of sleep due to too many things on my mind.
Since I'm bored, I shall just type out some obscure stuff that I'm thinking up on the spot now. Random, but I'll try to make it work out somehow.
Talk about you, talk about me.
Talk about everything we used to be.
Talk about you, talk about me.
Talk about how we both long to be free.
Talk about you, talk about me.
Talk about things that were never meant to be.
So tell me more about what happened to our dates,
All those memories you helped create.
Pushed aside, forgotten, maybe for good.
I doubt I can ever, doubt that I could.
Even after going through your lies,
I still lay in bed listening to your cries.
Perhaps it's time I give this all a miss,
And offer you my sincerest regards, wishes and bliss.
I feel it's time I gave this a rest,
Because it'd probably be for the best.
With that chapter closed, a new one has begun.
Hoping it'll be different, starting all over from one.
Uncertainties, fears, chuck them all behind,
Child, they shouldn't stay on in your mind.
It's harmful, contagious, drags you down,
Where's the guy your friends used to call a clown?
Admit it, things have changed, that's reality.
But your life isn't over, it's just starting, barely.
And this goes out to the friends who've been there all the way,
I promise you all that somehow, someway, I'll be okay.
Always have been, always will be.
Just my fault for having a life that's just a little too crazy.
Alright, that was ultimately random. But yes, all thought up on the spur of the moment, line after line. Just stupid blabberings again. Heh. What's new eh? Anyway, Matty and Dareios have returned since last week and we managed to catch up with Carol too, before I booked in last Thursday. Another one soon!
So I skipped physio class today. That's a really bad thing I suppose, but I couldn't make it in time, choosing instead to do up that stupid stuff above. I'll make up for it somehow though. January's going to be a little stressful, with SOC and IPPT again. I wonder if there's going to be CS1 because honestly, I'm afraid for my life right now. After WeeKiat, Alvin, Vik and I started on the whole section movement/leaps and bounds firing sequence for CS1, I'm extremely afraid for the lives of my platoon mates. Especially Clement's and my life. NO FRICKEN SHIT. WeeKiat's in danger too, HAHAHA.
Hopefully tomorrow's weather is going to be bright and sunny. Time to bust out the new shoes for ball tomorrow! Can't wait! OH! And I would like to mention that I should just get stuff I want on the spot next time. I hesitated on getting the Spurs jersey previously and when I went back to get it, it was GONE. Utterly depressed. However, the Spurs jersey was secondary to the main point there though. Managed to get the main objective covered and I shall not let the discontentment get to me. Saved money after all I suppose. Except that I blew it on the shoes instead, HAHA. But hey, I'm happy and that's what matters for now I suppose. After a few bad experiences the past couple years, I've come to my personal opinion that Adidas basketball footwear > Nike basketball footwear. And somebody will definitely be happy about me thinking that way too perhaps, and I utterly agree with WeeKiat that Nike footwear just doesn't manage to last long enough. Kenneth too, has indicated that Adidas tends to last longer. I guess that settled the deal for me, and instead of hunting down the AZK3's, I wound up with the new TS Commanders. Heh. Nice.
Alrighty, think I'll end this absurdly long entry for now. No point dragging on and on when nobody is reading or bothers, heh.
got around to thinking @ 1:01 PM
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