Just how long before this goes down?
Bits & Pieces
Saturday, March 21, 2009
Trackspin: The Script - I'm Yours.
Another nice song from them. Absolutely love this song. It says quite a fair bit.
I find that recently, I've been very easily affected by the ongoing events happening around me. Stuff in camp, stuff out of camp, it's been rather perturbing that my mood can be so easily swayed by just a couple of things that happen. But I suppose that just goes to show how fragile humans are, perhaps more so emotionally than physically.
I'm being psychoed into doing Standard Chartered this end-year. I really don't know if I should, considering yesterday, but I feel tempted to throw my life away just this once, for the heck of it.
Anyway, did ICSB qualification run yesterday. But more like qualification walk for me. Followed KahWei and Kelvin, former Taurus 3 mates. We decided that we'd all finish the 10km together, but Kelvin slowed down! Wound up he jogged and I walked beside him for quite some distance, plus he never really picked up his speed again. So yes, I'm not proud of my record of 54mins for 10km, but it's not too bad, considering it was more of a walk for me. Eugene came in at 46-47mins. I supposed I could beat that if I wanted to, considering I finished my last 8km run below 37mins. Guess I should try breaking his timing some time. I mean, I've been trying to do that all my life in NS thus far, always trying to crack others' records, or rather, those that are seemingly beatable. But yeah, some other time, because apparently my right ankle was hurt, somehow, during the run yesterday. It was hurting quite badly by the end of our first lap of 3km, but decided to just run and complete the 10km instead of falling out. Had to ice it after the run though. Darn it. I'm becoming more injury-prone somehow.
Did absolutely nothing in camp except be a marshaler for the route march in camp. Got angry and irritated at some stuff along the way, as well as before booking out. I don't know, I'm trying to keep my temper and all in check. Just because I'm usually the one who exercises patience and looking at the bigger picture above all things doesn't mean that I don't have a temper at all. It just means I'm in better control of holding back from scolding and blasting at people. But some people seem to really be pushing their luck. It's probably just a matter of time before I blow up at someone due to a small matter.
I had a short exchange over SMS today. Apparently, as usual, I can tell people what's the matter and how to take things in stride, but I can't do so for myself. Nuts.
got around to thinking @ 1:24 AM
Another nice song from them. Absolutely love this song. It says quite a fair bit.
I find that recently, I've been very easily affected by the ongoing events happening around me. Stuff in camp, stuff out of camp, it's been rather perturbing that my mood can be so easily swayed by just a couple of things that happen. But I suppose that just goes to show how fragile humans are, perhaps more so emotionally than physically.
I'm being psychoed into doing Standard Chartered this end-year. I really don't know if I should, considering yesterday, but I feel tempted to throw my life away just this once, for the heck of it.
Anyway, did ICSB qualification run yesterday. But more like qualification walk for me. Followed KahWei and Kelvin, former Taurus 3 mates. We decided that we'd all finish the 10km together, but Kelvin slowed down! Wound up he jogged and I walked beside him for quite some distance, plus he never really picked up his speed again. So yes, I'm not proud of my record of 54mins for 10km, but it's not too bad, considering it was more of a walk for me. Eugene came in at 46-47mins. I supposed I could beat that if I wanted to, considering I finished my last 8km run below 37mins. Guess I should try breaking his timing some time. I mean, I've been trying to do that all my life in NS thus far, always trying to crack others' records, or rather, those that are seemingly beatable. But yeah, some other time, because apparently my right ankle was hurt, somehow, during the run yesterday. It was hurting quite badly by the end of our first lap of 3km, but decided to just run and complete the 10km instead of falling out. Had to ice it after the run though. Darn it. I'm becoming more injury-prone somehow.
Did absolutely nothing in camp except be a marshaler for the route march in camp. Got angry and irritated at some stuff along the way, as well as before booking out. I don't know, I'm trying to keep my temper and all in check. Just because I'm usually the one who exercises patience and looking at the bigger picture above all things doesn't mean that I don't have a temper at all. It just means I'm in better control of holding back from scolding and blasting at people. But some people seem to really be pushing their luck. It's probably just a matter of time before I blow up at someone due to a small matter.
I had a short exchange over SMS today. Apparently, as usual, I can tell people what's the matter and how to take things in stride, but I can't do so for myself. Nuts.
got around to thinking @ 1:24 AM
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