Just how long before this goes down?
Bits & Pieces
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
Trackspin: John Mayer - Back To You.
It's been a short three days in camp again, and once more, I'm back home for a long weekend. Nothing much planned except it's Sis' birthday the day after tomorrow but she will be overseas. Oh well. Minor plans like L4D with Jon, Matty, Shawn, Mel and some others too I suppose, since Jon wants a match. Ball on Saturday as well.
Tomorrow's only Thursday, for crying out loud. It seems like time is passing so slowly. Another four months and twelve days before it's all over.
It seems to me like I'm losing my patience more easily these days with people in camp. Why do little things affect me like that? And yet, it all feels so justified. Nick and I think it's that we've been stuck in camp together for too long, hence the friction among people. I think maybe I'm not trying hard enough to be objective at times. It's just so easy to get carried away with getting angry with somebody and staying that way, because those people never seem to learn their lessons, and it's just repeated over and over and over. I just hope that things will get better soon enough, without any intervention or trouble.
I feel like a mix/mess of emotions. How should I be feeling now that the date is approaching faster? With so many things that have happened, my life's getting thrown into twists that I don't want there. I simply can't work out these kinks and straighten out the rope of my life. It feels so strange. Maybe things have a way of working out, despite it being a bad thing. Perhaps it was just one small part of an equation gone bad, maybe it's just a minor algorithm that made this whole thing go bad, hence making the scenario in front of me seem so screwed up at times. Maybe I just need a new perspective on things. Anybody wanna shed some light? Hah. Thanks to those who've tried to help and cheer me up all along, these past few months. I really appreciate it all.
More sometime soon perhaps..
got around to thinking @ 10:58 PM
It's been a short three days in camp again, and once more, I'm back home for a long weekend. Nothing much planned except it's Sis' birthday the day after tomorrow but she will be overseas. Oh well. Minor plans like L4D with Jon, Matty, Shawn, Mel and some others too I suppose, since Jon wants a match. Ball on Saturday as well.
Tomorrow's only Thursday, for crying out loud. It seems like time is passing so slowly. Another four months and twelve days before it's all over.
It seems to me like I'm losing my patience more easily these days with people in camp. Why do little things affect me like that? And yet, it all feels so justified. Nick and I think it's that we've been stuck in camp together for too long, hence the friction among people. I think maybe I'm not trying hard enough to be objective at times. It's just so easy to get carried away with getting angry with somebody and staying that way, because those people never seem to learn their lessons, and it's just repeated over and over and over. I just hope that things will get better soon enough, without any intervention or trouble.
I feel like a mix/mess of emotions. How should I be feeling now that the date is approaching faster? With so many things that have happened, my life's getting thrown into twists that I don't want there. I simply can't work out these kinks and straighten out the rope of my life. It feels so strange. Maybe things have a way of working out, despite it being a bad thing. Perhaps it was just one small part of an equation gone bad, maybe it's just a minor algorithm that made this whole thing go bad, hence making the scenario in front of me seem so screwed up at times. Maybe I just need a new perspective on things. Anybody wanna shed some light? Hah. Thanks to those who've tried to help and cheer me up all along, these past few months. I really appreciate it all.
More sometime soon perhaps..
got around to thinking @ 10:58 PM
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