Just how long before this goes down?
Bits & Pieces
Monday, May 18, 2009
Trackspin: FM Static - Moment Of Truth.
I suppose I am waiting for the moment of truth, of sorts.
It's been such a tiring week. Being sick and juggling everything else at the same time has been hell on me, not giving me enough time to recuperate and rest. PnW Practice has been stressful, getting on my nerves every so often, just taking me out of my mindset of playing. It's just so distracting and saddening to have to need to deal with all these issues at hand. Also, there's just so much to be done and nobody seems to be able to take a step in the direction we need to move towards in preparation for this session. Politics, emotions, personal grudges, I know I can't do anything about all these but could we try to keep it all to a minimal and remember that we're doing this session for the younger members?
I'm, honest-to-God, dead-tired from all the things that have been happening. I'm just too tired to continue with this journey for now. Stepping back was meant for me to take a break. I guess it never occurred to people. I'm utterly disappointed with how things have been going, how things have translated themselves over the past week or two. I've unanswered questions as well and I suppose it'd be best if I could get those answers soon, regarding this mess recently.
Think I might need to get some quality shut-eye. I can barely wait for this evening. Alright, I realy really need to go, my head's hurting already.
got around to thinking @ 3:06 AM
I suppose I am waiting for the moment of truth, of sorts.
It's been such a tiring week. Being sick and juggling everything else at the same time has been hell on me, not giving me enough time to recuperate and rest. PnW Practice has been stressful, getting on my nerves every so often, just taking me out of my mindset of playing. It's just so distracting and saddening to have to need to deal with all these issues at hand. Also, there's just so much to be done and nobody seems to be able to take a step in the direction we need to move towards in preparation for this session. Politics, emotions, personal grudges, I know I can't do anything about all these but could we try to keep it all to a minimal and remember that we're doing this session for the younger members?
I'm, honest-to-God, dead-tired from all the things that have been happening. I'm just too tired to continue with this journey for now. Stepping back was meant for me to take a break. I guess it never occurred to people. I'm utterly disappointed with how things have been going, how things have translated themselves over the past week or two. I've unanswered questions as well and I suppose it'd be best if I could get those answers soon, regarding this mess recently.
Think I might need to get some quality shut-eye. I can barely wait for this evening. Alright, I realy really need to go, my head's hurting already.
got around to thinking @ 3:06 AM
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