Just how long before this goes down?
Bits & Pieces
Thursday, June 18, 2009
Trackspin: Five For Fighting - Superman.
Old song, but I'm stuck listening to it tonight because of a certain reason. I miss this song so much, simply because it means quite a bit to me. Just being the song it is, haha. Amazing isn't it. And no, don't get the wrong idea, it's not linked to anybody, any girl, past girlfriend or anything. Though some people might guess why I love this song so much. Those who've known me for quite some time..
Hmm, it's been a really stupid day, Spent my afternoon sitting outside a swimming complex entrance because I couldn't be bothered about battalion's anniversary. Stupid miscomm made SD4 come down without any prep to get wet, but they ordered us into the water still. Morons. No way in hell man. Dry I was, dry I remained. Had some fun taking pics with the platoonmates.
Went down to church later and I guess I managed to slack the evening away doing just about NOTHING haha. Was a good way to relax and take my mind off the things that have been happening lately..
Trouble has started. Sebby has problems listening out to basslines in songs already. NO, it's not because I'm losing my hearing. It's because of something else together. Lately, I keep singing the words out to the songs when I am supposed to be listening out for the bassline instead. Guess what does that mean?
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I utterly miss singing. It's something I haven't done for the bloody longest time, but it's something I don't foresee myself doing much, if at all, ever again, due to many factors. And by "the bloody longest time", I mean when I'm not in a position where I have to sing because there's nobody else to sing the darn songs, like when there are no other male vocals around. I don't know, I'm just so tired from everything. I just wish everything, every single thing, would just stop. Nothing's helping lately. Lack of ball, lack of anything to focus these negative energies out on. Depressed isn't the exact term, disturbed is probably a much closer one. I feel like getting away from here in July. Maybe just a short break or something, leave everything behind. Don't know how that plan will come about but maybe, just maybe.
Alright, I think it's quite obvious that my mood turned cranky tonight, not too long after 1 or 2am. I don't know, I'm feeling extremely bitchy and critical about some things the past day or two, due to a bunch of problems lately. I feel like telling the person off so they'll learn from their mistakes but right now, I'm adopting that screwed-up mentality whereby I'm letting that person do just about whatever-the-hell-they-want-to-do-coz-if-they-screw-up-its-their-problem. And I'm expecting the worst already so it isn't a matter to me at all.
WRAWH. That does it, I'm off now, more updates another time when Seb isn't being such a crustacean and being so crabby like his Jamaican brethren in "The Little Mermaid".
got around to thinking @ 12:15 AM
Old song, but I'm stuck listening to it tonight because of a certain reason. I miss this song so much, simply because it means quite a bit to me. Just being the song it is, haha. Amazing isn't it. And no, don't get the wrong idea, it's not linked to anybody, any girl, past girlfriend or anything. Though some people might guess why I love this song so much. Those who've known me for quite some time..
Hmm, it's been a really stupid day, Spent my afternoon sitting outside a swimming complex entrance because I couldn't be bothered about battalion's anniversary. Stupid miscomm made SD4 come down without any prep to get wet, but they ordered us into the water still. Morons. No way in hell man. Dry I was, dry I remained. Had some fun taking pics with the platoonmates.
Went down to church later and I guess I managed to slack the evening away doing just about NOTHING haha. Was a good way to relax and take my mind off the things that have been happening lately..
Trouble has started. Sebby has problems listening out to basslines in songs already. NO, it's not because I'm losing my hearing. It's because of something else together. Lately, I keep singing the words out to the songs when I am supposed to be listening out for the bassline instead. Guess what does that mean?
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
I utterly miss singing. It's something I haven't done for the bloody longest time, but it's something I don't foresee myself doing much, if at all, ever again, due to many factors. And by "the bloody longest time", I mean when I'm not in a position where I have to sing because there's nobody else to sing the darn songs, like when there are no other male vocals around. I don't know, I'm just so tired from everything. I just wish everything, every single thing, would just stop. Nothing's helping lately. Lack of ball, lack of anything to focus these negative energies out on. Depressed isn't the exact term, disturbed is probably a much closer one. I feel like getting away from here in July. Maybe just a short break or something, leave everything behind. Don't know how that plan will come about but maybe, just maybe.
Alright, I think it's quite obvious that my mood turned cranky tonight, not too long after 1 or 2am. I don't know, I'm feeling extremely bitchy and critical about some things the past day or two, due to a bunch of problems lately. I feel like telling the person off so they'll learn from their mistakes but right now, I'm adopting that screwed-up mentality whereby I'm letting that person do just about whatever-the-hell-they-want-to-do-coz-if-they-screw-up-its-their-problem. And I'm expecting the worst already so it isn't a matter to me at all.
WRAWH. That does it, I'm off now, more updates another time when Seb isn't being such a crustacean and being so crabby like his Jamaican brethren in "The Little Mermaid".
got around to thinking @ 12:15 AM
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