Just how long before this goes down?
Bits & Pieces
Friday, September 4, 2009
Trackspin: Jamiroquai - Starchild.
It was a really bad night. A bad couple of weeks actually, considering all that's been plaguing my mind of late.
Yesterday was possibly not a big deal to the people around. But to me, personally, it was a big deal. A really big one, considering how things are and have been lately. It's just not acceptable to me for behaviour like this, much less me having heard what was said after I left. Enough is enough. I wash my hands of this issue, can't be bothered to think anymore about it, much less do anything. Worst case scenario, things just won't work out soon enough.
My patience is at an all-time low lately. I think it's just a constant nagging in the back of my head too but nothing I can do about it much, except to try to relax and not blow up at people over stupid things. It's quite a losing battle, especially with yesterday fresh in my mind.
Fuck it all, honestly. I haven't been this pissed off since hell-knows-when and I think it was rather obvious yesterday, especially to the dolts who probably didn't realize it much at all anyway.
Sacrifice. How much is too much and when is enough, truly ever enough?
got around to thinking @ 3:22 PM
It was a really bad night. A bad couple of weeks actually, considering all that's been plaguing my mind of late.
Yesterday was possibly not a big deal to the people around. But to me, personally, it was a big deal. A really big one, considering how things are and have been lately. It's just not acceptable to me for behaviour like this, much less me having heard what was said after I left. Enough is enough. I wash my hands of this issue, can't be bothered to think anymore about it, much less do anything. Worst case scenario, things just won't work out soon enough.
My patience is at an all-time low lately. I think it's just a constant nagging in the back of my head too but nothing I can do about it much, except to try to relax and not blow up at people over stupid things. It's quite a losing battle, especially with yesterday fresh in my mind.
Fuck it all, honestly. I haven't been this pissed off since hell-knows-when and I think it was rather obvious yesterday, especially to the dolts who probably didn't realize it much at all anyway.
Sacrifice. How much is too much and when is enough, truly ever enough?
got around to thinking @ 3:22 PM
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