Just how long before this goes down?
Bits & Pieces
Thursday, November 12, 2009
Trackspin: Jesse McCartney feat T-Pain - Body Language.
I'm just feeling damn stressed and tired of it all. After a day of wrecking my brains and getting things done and organised to put together a session, and it all boils down to this. I don't know. It's like I don't know where this is going already. It's all in such a mess, though I thought it was already a confirmed thing. With how things are going to change, which I'm sure they will, I don't even think it'll wind up how I want it to go in the first place, nor what I had in mind at all, or near that, in the first place. I don't know why, it's just this gut feeling inside.
Not looking forward to later on at all, since it's past midnight already. Dental in the morning and yet, I'm still awake and online, having a major headache. Shall have to pack for camp tomorrow as well, clothes-wise, plus get whatever else like my strap and all for camp. Have to settle logistics with Uncle John also, because I didn't see him today. Seriously, this is officially the lowest and lousiest I'm feeling this entire past week or two. I don't know why, it's just seriously pulling me down. It's two freaking days to camp! WHY AM I FEELING THIS WAY?!
I honestly feel like screaming now. It's close to 1am however. It's getting later and later, and I'm still awake, not practising bass, just stoning online looking at MSN and blogging here in the meantime. Even listening to the playlist on iTunes isn't helping much. Neither is looking at my photos.
Okay, disgruntled is the word to use right now. I'm not pissed off, I'm not angry, I'm not anything else. Just thoroughly disgruntled at the situation now. This just changed completely. I just wish I knew WHY I FEEL SO ANNOYED with this small thing. It's supposed to be a small thing to me. But it's so much worse than leadership year. This is not being lectured by "someone-who-thinks-he-knows-best" when we put a contingency plan into action when things went wrong. This, to me, is way worse than that. Pfft.
That does it, enough from me for now. I'm heading to bed, regardless. I'm not going to do it tomorrow. I can't. Pfft. UGH.
got around to thinking @ 12:27 AM
I'm just feeling damn stressed and tired of it all. After a day of wrecking my brains and getting things done and organised to put together a session, and it all boils down to this. I don't know. It's like I don't know where this is going already. It's all in such a mess, though I thought it was already a confirmed thing. With how things are going to change, which I'm sure they will, I don't even think it'll wind up how I want it to go in the first place, nor what I had in mind at all, or near that, in the first place. I don't know why, it's just this gut feeling inside.
Not looking forward to later on at all, since it's past midnight already. Dental in the morning and yet, I'm still awake and online, having a major headache. Shall have to pack for camp tomorrow as well, clothes-wise, plus get whatever else like my strap and all for camp. Have to settle logistics with Uncle John also, because I didn't see him today. Seriously, this is officially the lowest and lousiest I'm feeling this entire past week or two. I don't know why, it's just seriously pulling me down. It's two freaking days to camp! WHY AM I FEELING THIS WAY?!
I honestly feel like screaming now. It's close to 1am however. It's getting later and later, and I'm still awake, not practising bass, just stoning online looking at MSN and blogging here in the meantime. Even listening to the playlist on iTunes isn't helping much. Neither is looking at my photos.
Okay, disgruntled is the word to use right now. I'm not pissed off, I'm not angry, I'm not anything else. Just thoroughly disgruntled at the situation now. This just changed completely. I just wish I knew WHY I FEEL SO ANNOYED with this small thing. It's supposed to be a small thing to me. But it's so much worse than leadership year. This is not being lectured by "someone-who-thinks-he-knows-best" when we put a contingency plan into action when things went wrong. This, to me, is way worse than that. Pfft.
That does it, enough from me for now. I'm heading to bed, regardless. I'm not going to do it tomorrow. I can't. Pfft. UGH.
got around to thinking @ 12:27 AM
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